(Open) Disbelief

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Saturdays was always boring for Erik Yaxley. Well at times it was fun but today was a typical boring Saturday for him. He didn't really like being bored. He wished that he could find something to do. Sitting in the Hufflepuff Common Room he was throwing a bouncy ball around off the wall closet to him while he sat down in a chair. He let out a sigh and couldn't believe that he couldn't find something to do at all. The young man had his homework done and he let out a yawn. He stopped throwing the ball against the wall. It was getting tiring and boring.

Getting up he started pacing around the common room. He decided to leave the Common Room with a small sigh. He walked up to the kitchen and grabbed some cookies and let his feet direct him where to go. The next thing he knew he was at the Black Lake. He loved it there because it was usually quiet and it was a nice place to actually think without interruptions. He climbed up a tree and sat down on a branch. He leaned back and closed his eye and let out a soft sigh.

He had no idea that he had drifted off to sleep. He was dreaming about Lily for some odd reason. He never really liked Lily for some odd reason so when he was dreaming of her he was actually killing her. But in this dream she was getting tortured by him but out of the pure blue he stopped torturing her and then cuddled her in his arms and the next thing Erik had sat up so quick that he fell out of the tree and let out a small sigh. "That girl is not going to get comfort from me." he stated loud enough for himself to hear.

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Erik had many of the dreams he had. Yes he was different then his parents. But he still didn't like Lily Luna Potter. Given he didn't really like the Potters much only because the way his parents made them out look so bad. But he also begin wondering if they were really that bad as they make them out to be? He wondered if one of them was like his parents? But he was glad that he wasn't really anything like his parents at all. Okay so he was about to break one of this promises that he made to himself.

He wasn't ever going to like a half blood at all. But yet he likes Alexis Potter. A known half blood and not only that she was a Potter. But yet he doesn't care. He actually likes her and that was something he wasn't going to do because he knew it would really upset his parents. Bring a smirk onto his face he couldn't help but think that he was falling in love. But then Lily had to come into the dream and down he fell out of a tree and onto the floor.

He jolted up when he heard Alexis's voice saying what girl? And did he fall out of a tree? And if he was really all right. He looked at her with a soft smile. "Your sister Lily, yes I fell out of a tree, and yes I'm all right and in one piece so no I don't need a visit to the Hospital Wing." he said answering all of her questions all at once pretty much. "Boy you're pretty today." he told her with another soft smile. He couldn't resist her. Something about her was calling him to her and he didn't know what it was.

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Erik couldn't believe that he had dreamt about about Lily Potter but there was something majorly wrong with her but he didn't know how to put it quite yet. Don't get him wrong he does like the Potter's it's just that his family didn't and if he wanted to stay and live in their house still he was going to have to hate the Potter Family. Yet he was the black sheep of the family and he knew it so why should he even care if they knew that he liked a Potter. He likes Alexis she's quite cute. He wasn't sure how Albus would handle him liking his twin sister. Yet alone even dreaming about her at nights.

When he heard Alexis talk to him he had jumped a bit. "I don't know why and I think there is something different about your sister and to let you know I'm nothing like my family." he accidentally blurted out. He didn't mean to let that one slip. He let out a small frown on his face. "They are the ones who doesn't like the Potters. And I don't seem to care if they are half bloods or not. You Potter's are just as good as any of us. And your sister may need some comfort in due time but I didn't want it to be me." he said with a small smile.

He smiled when she gave him a bag of candy. "Thanks love." he said with a small smile and then looked away for a moment. Why did he just call her love? He had no idea why but every time he was around her his heart would skip a beat and he would do silly weird things like calling her love. He looked in the bag and grabbed a licorice wand and took a bite. "Thanks for the candy and I'm doing quite well thank you." he said with a smile. "How about you?" he asked her with a playful smile. Since the word love was out there he may as well just go with it.